Sunday, September 29, 2013


Home

          I've been thinking about home lately. The home Minnie made for us while the children were growing up. The home we had when the grandchildren were able to visit us very often. The home she and I had alone in Washington State for eleven years. And I'm thinking that home as God means for it to be should be a little taste of heaven while we're still yet so imperfect in this fallen world. We live among fallen creatures in a fallen world and sadly enough, we don't always help to make it a better place. And yet in spite of the rigor and the weariness of the daily chores and the unexpected problems that often arise, very often when love and kindness are shown in the family and we share in the excitement of learning and experiencing life as God intended it, “how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity.”

          Home should be a place of refuge where all are accepted and loved because each has his or her own place to be and a responsibility to contribute and a share in all the goodness that the family has together. And this goes beyond the confines of the place that houses the individual family as the greater family shares with one another and helps bear one another's burdens. At home you can “wonder aloud” about things and have help clarifying your thinking and learning things you didn't know or understand. You can have demonstrated from life-to-life “how then should we live?” You can learn and share and teach each other the great truths you are learning from the Word of God and learning how to walk in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.

         At home you can walk by quiet waters and your soul can be refreshed and renewed each day. At home you find help with your problems. And you can share the excitement of the accomplishments God gives you. After all half the joy of the good things of life is sharing them with those you love.

        I said that I was thinking about “the home Minnie made for us while the children were growing up.” Actually we all made it together not any one person (and surely the husband and father has a major role to play, too), but a mother so often is able to set the tone for the home, the attitude that is picked up by the rest of the family. I think of Minnie's attitude of love and acceptance and hard work and cheerfulness and doing things with such a “willing heart.” Those are the qualities that all of us remember so well and wanted to emulate. So I pray for the attitude of all the mothers I know that they live up to what they know should be a good mother as described in Proverbs 31, for example. And I pray that the children will love their mother and father and honor them by obedience and a willing heart to do what is right. And may the children be kind one to another! I remember many times when the children were growing up and one of them said something too sharply to another, I would hear Minnie telling them from the other room in a kind, gentle voice herself, “And be ye kind one to another!” And the children responded and immediately softened their voices. I always loved to see that response.

        But think now how God is the “ultimate Home builder,” the One who invented home in the first place! How wonderful for a man and a woman deeply in love to get married and set up their own home and then through the glories of sexual relations (another creation of God's; He thought up and created the whole idea!) then a family is started. And what a good effect the children have on their parents! How can you continue to be self-centered when little children need your attention so much and so often? Having children is a major help in breaking our “natural” self-centeredness.

         So God started the whole thing by creating Adam and Eve with the capacities that they both had. 'God setteth the solitary in families.” Ps.68:6 “He maketh the barren woman to keep house, and to be a joyful mother of children.” Ps. 113:9 So God's wisdom, power, and grace are all seen in this basic institution of the home that God created.

       Think about the whole connotation of this well-loved word, “Home.” Consider a paragraph Jeannine wrote to me in an e-mail the other day:

     "I was thinking on the bus this morning about what we were talking about last night when we had to end our conversation: God as the ultimate Home builder, resting place (He is Home), and provider of all the joy and comforts connoted by the word Home (not only the provider of it, but the creator of it, and the creator of even our capacity to long for and then enjoy Home). That is really mind boggling and I'm sure, completely unique among all of the alternative religions and philosophies. When we try to imagine what God is like, this is another way to see more of his traits and his love for us.” We speak of God as our refuge and strength, our resting place—which is another way of saying He is our Home. In Him we live and move and have our being. In Him we dwell! And all the joy and comforts of home that I was trying to describe a few minutes ago, it is He who created them and brings them in to being.

        And then, she wrote that God not only created Home but He is also “the creator of even our capacity to long for and then enjoy Home.”
And surely that is helping to prepare us for our Ultimate Home in heaven where Jesus Himself has gone “to prepare a place for us.” That's what we have at home and God Himself will dwell among us and He is our Father after which fathers on earth should pattern themselves. You have a longing for heaven because God actually created you for another world than this one. So when the Lord takes you home, you can say, “I have come home at last! This is my real country! I belong here. This is the land I have been looking for all my life, though I never knew it till now. . . .” C.S. Lewis, The Last Battle, p. 196. “But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ.” Phil. 3:20 ESV

        Let's take it one step further: very often in our travels, we might be in Hong Kong, or Taiwan or Australia, or Europe, far from home and perhaps ready to go home then, I would tell Minnie, “Honey, my home is where you are.” And she understood and I understood. She was so dear to me that my home was wherever she was. When we get to heaven, we are going to realize that heaven is what it is because Jesus is there! And we are going to find perfect satisfaction and joy in His Presence. “. . . In thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.” Ps. 16.11
[Being content just to be with her. Everything was “all right” if she was there. Contentment just being with her and in her presence.]




                                           










































Thursday, May 30, 2013

Who Can You Count On???
to be there and to do what he/she says
 
         'It is a good thing to give thanks unto the Lord, and to sing praises unto thy name, O most High: To show forth thy lovingkindness in the morning, and thy faithfulness every night,' Psalm 92:1-2
                A day or two ago we were talking about 'resting in the Lord' and what that means. We know that concept in different terminology when we apply that quality to people. We say they are 'reliable' or 'dependable,' or we can 'count on' them to be there and to do what they said they would do. They answer the phone and they follow through and follow up their work. It is so comforting and reassuring to depend on and have confidence in trustworthy people.
             Of course I immediately think of Minnie when I think of a dependable person. For 54 years my 'heart did safely trust in her.' 'She did me good and not harm all the days of her life.' Proverbs 31:11-12   I always knew I could count on her and she depended on me to do what I said I would. She was always 'there' when the children needed her.
            I was able to 'rest' and leave the matter with her, knowing it would get done to the best of her ability. In our 30th Anniversary card she wrote, 'Dearest Bill, This peaceful scene makes me think of the deep secure life that we share together. God has been good to us. . . . Do you think we will have 30 more years together (in this life)? Love, Minnie'
            That 'deep secure life that we share together' is what we have in the Lord. That's what resting in Him means. You have complete confidence in His dependability. Even the most trustworthy of people can fail you for one reason or another, perhaps through no fault of their own, but God never will. 'His faithfulness reaches to the sky' and is seen 'every night.' In fact He has placed the moon as His 'faithful witness in the sky.'
 
         The moon may be obscured or only partially visible, but it is always 'there' reminding us of the continual presence of God. Our world is spinning in space but its location in space is kept perfectly in orbit and tilted at just the right angle to the sun to bring about day and night and the seasons of the year. Its 'foundations' are God's power and dependability, 'upholding all things by the Word of His power.' 'By Him all things hold together.' Col.1.17 You can count on it and rest in Him, content and secure and at peace. Shalom!
 
 
 



   

Thursday, April 18, 2013




The Fellowship of His Sufferings

'That I may know Him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, . . . .' Phil. 3:10



          There IS a fellowship in going through sufferings and difficulties together. It brings you even closer together. Minnie—by the strength of God's grace—went through the physical sufferings of pancreatic cancer but I shared in the enormous inward spiritual pain—and so did our four children and those dear grandchildren and our larger family, as well.

       'Suffering has no meaning in itself. Left to its own, it is a frustrating and bewildering burden. But given the context of relationship, suffering suddenly has meaning.” [Joni, When God Weeps, p. 127]


       When your children suffer, you suffer. And we are God's children! 'How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!' 1 Jn.3.1 “It is the love that you have for your child that quickens your step and buoys up your heart. Your relationship gives your burden meaning.' p.126


      “Intimacy happens as two souls share together. It's what we long for more than anything else. To know and be known. . . . God answers that ancient longing. A yearning that echoes with the message that we were made for Him.' 128


        The word for fellowship is koinonia meaning sharing something in common. And the esprit de corps of fellow sufferers is deep, but suffering shared with God is deeper still. To know God through the difficulties of life is to know why we trust Him. 'To know God is to be free of the incessant need to understand exactly what He is doing before you place your confidence in Him.' 131


         God will always have enough grace for you, strength for the journey and the difficulties. We know His mercy is limitless and His protection and peace through it all. He is the 'God of all comfort' and his compassion never fails. He can be counted on through all the difficulties and sufferings of life and then? Then 'I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever' for He will 'bring me safely into his heavenly kingdom.' Ps.23.6, 2 Tim.4.18










Saturday, March 30, 2013

Easter & Resurrection


Easter & Resurrection

Christ died for our sins just as the Scriptures had said would happen, he was buried, he was raised on the third day just as the Scriptures had prophesied, and he appeared to Peter, and then to the Twelve. After that, he appeared to more than five hundred of the brothers at the same time. . . . Then he appeared to James, then to all the apostles. . . .

Christ has indeed been raised from the dead, the firstfruits of those who have died. For since death came through a man, the resurrection of the dead comes also through a man. For as in Adam all die, so in Christ all will be made alive. But each in his own turn: Christ, the firstfruits; then, when he comes, those who belong to him. Then the end will come, when he hands over the kingdom to God the Father after he has destroyed all dominion, authority and power. For he must reign until he has put all his enemies under his feet. The last enemy to be destroyed is death. . . .

But someone may ask, “How are the dead raised? With what kind of body will they come?” How foolish! What you sow does not come to life unless it dies. When you sow, you do not plant the body that will be, but just a seed, perhaps of wheat or of something else. But God gives it a body as he has determined, and to each kind of seed he gives its own body. All flesh is not the same: Men have one kind of flesh, animals have another, birds another and fish another. There are also heavenly bodies and there are earthly bodies; but the splendor of the heavenly bodies is one kind, and the splendor of the earthly bodies is another. The sun has one kind of splendor, the moon another and the stars another; and star differs from star in splendor.

So will it be with the resurrection of the dead. The body that is sown is perishable, it is raised imperishable; it is sown in dishonor, it is raised in glory; it is sown in weakness, it is raised in power; it is sown a natural body, it is raised a spiritual body.

If there is a natural body, there is also a spiritual body. So it is written: “The first man Adam became a living being”; the last Adam, a life-giving spirit. The spiritual did not come first, but the natural, and after that the spiritual. The first man was of the dust of the earth, the second man from heaven. As was the earthly man, so are those who are of the earth; and as is the man from heaven, so also are those who are of heaven. And just as we have borne the likeness of the earthly man, so shall we bear the likeness of the man from heaven.

I declare to you, brothers, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor does the perishable inherit the imperishable. Listen, I tell you a mystery: We will not all sleep, but we will all be changed—in a flash, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, the dead will be raised imperishable, and we will be changed. For the perishable must clothe itself with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality. When the perishable has been clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality, then the saying that is written will come true: “Death has been swallowed up in victory.”

Where, O death, is your victory?

Where, O death, is your sting?”

The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.

--from 1 Corinthians 15

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Power of His Promises


Power of His Promises

By faith our fathers roamed the earth
With the power of His promise in their hearts.”

         Aye! Verily those promises are powerful with the wisdom, kindness, and Presence of God Himself standing behind them. In Minnie's last talk to the ladies at the Bible church in Washington State on “Jehovah Shalom” she explained how God sustained her through her ordeal: The Word, the Word, the Promises!”

          And what are some of those thousand or more promises that are so powerful and sustaining in our hearts and in the external world of God's providence? For Minnie God flooded her heart with the reality of this promise:
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you . . . Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” John 14:27 She was so aware of His Presence with her—through it all. “All is well!” she knew.

         And that the completion of the journey would “lead to a joyful end” with Jesus' promise to come for her Himself personally when the time came “. . .I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also.” John 14:3 esv “Absent from the body . . . present with the Lord.” 2 Cor. 5:8

        And what are the promises in my life that sustained me as I “roamed the earth”? Here are a few of the many:
Romans 10:9-13 (ESV) “if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. . . . For “everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”

          1 Cor. 10:13 (ESV) No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.”

        Psalm 27:14 (KJV) Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.”
2 Cor. 4:16 NIV “Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.”

       How about you? What are some of your favorite promises that God has used in your life? Click on Reply and share them with us. They will encourage others.




Sunday, January 13, 2013


January 13, 2013

The Wonder and Mystery of our God-directed Lives

        Today is the 3rd Anniversary of Minnie's Homegoing to be with the Lord. She is with Him now and “in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.” Psalm 16:11; 17:15

         Minnie never lost her sense of wonder at the goodness of God and the intriguing fascination of God's works in Creation. She herself was one of God's glorious works. She lived life with a sense of expectancy and joy. And at the end [though it was not the End, but the Beginning] she told Jeannine and me, “I feel that God has given me so much happiness in life! One of her favorite verses that she shared with me often was Ephesians 3:20 “He is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think. . . .”

         One of the books she delighted in was Ravi Zacharias, Recapture the Wonderwhich Minnie never lost! She was always so delighted in babies and little children and their enthusiasm, which she shared. She loved to do things for them and with them. And she laughed a lot as she took pleasure in life. She told one of our granddaughters that even with cancer she tried to take pleasure in the good of that day and enjoy the company of whoever was with her that day.

         Ravi points out that to maintain our sense of wonder we need a thankful spirit guided by truth. And that truth is personal; it is personified in Jesus Himself who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. One of the marvelous names given to Jesus 700 years before He was born was “Wonder” ! It comes from that marvelous Christmas passage in Isaiah 9:6
For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.”

        All those names mean so much. This child who was to be born for us, sent from God Himself, is Wonder.” In Hebrew the word is a noun instead of an adjective, adding even additional strength to the meaning. Isaiah uses the same Hebrew word used to describe the marvelous wonders that God did in bringing the children of Israel out of Egypt. Implied is not only marvel but mystery. It is a personal relationship with the God of Wonder Himself that gives meaning, excitement, and joy to our lives. He is the “Emmanuel,” God Himself with us in the person of Jesus, the Sent One, the Messiah from God the Father.

      “Great God of wonders! All thy ways are worthy of thyself—divine.
And the bright glories of thy grace Among thine other wonders shine.
Who is a pard'ning God like thee? Or who has grace so rich and free?”

       It is in communion with God that we find that sense of wonder, rejoicing in the works of God and always aware of the mystery of knowing Him, “whom to know aright is life eternal.” “Enchantment in life can never be realized in some thing; it must ultimately culminate in a person.” “Just as gratitude requires someone to whom we can be grateful, truth requires someone because of whom truth is possible. In both instances personhood is indispensable to wonder.” p. 104 Ravi Zacharias

        An essential part of wonder is to understand and experience love. And that happens in our relationship with Jesus. Love is “the quiet confidence of belonging to someone other than oneself; a commitment to a cause greater than oneself; a relationship that makes choices apart from the self; it is the root of unending sacrifice. When that love is found, wonder is sustained even in moments of great fear. But the how and why of such a love is a challenge.”

        “Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the [atoning sacrifice] for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another.” 1 John 4:10-11
                                                                               --Bill Burnside







Friday, February 24, 2012

Renewed every morning

           One of our daily privileges is to look to the Lord for respite, rest, renewal and rejuvenation each day. And the result is rejoicing in Him because “although our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.” 2 Cor. 4:16 ESV It is fascinating how so often in the midst of a dilemma, a problem, or a trial, God gives us rest and renewal. We can take a deep breath before going on.

Sometimes A Light surprises the Christian while he sings;
It is the Lord who rises with healing in His wings:
When comforts are declining, He grants the soul again
A season of clear shining, To cheer it after rain.

         God does this daily. I notice it often and remember so well how Minnie and I were refreshed on those last steep hills on her journey home. We often had to “come apart and rest awhile,” but God renewed us daily—and He still does. Where does that “Light” that “surprises” you come from? God meets with us in His Word! How often we read our Bible and see how glorious the old truths are and how they grip our hearts. It’s the Light of the illumination of the Holy Spirit exalting Jesus the Light of the world.

        But this wonderful hymn says the “surprise” reminder comes “while he sings.” Aye, and that’s so true as we sing to one another and to the Lord in “psalms and hymns and spiritual songs.” That’s because we are singing scriptural truths and God has put a new song in our hearts, even praise unto the Lord our God. Why is it “new”? It’s always new because it’s fresh and illumined by the Presence of God Himself who is always “there” (or shall we say “here.”)
Think of the rain and how the “season of clear shining” follows that long rain. Or how the spring follows the winter. Or how the morning light follows the dark midnight. Or how joy comes in the morning after a long night.

In holy contemplation we sweetly then pursue The theme of God's salvation, And find it ever new;
Set free from present sorrow, We cheerfully can say, Let the unknown tomorrow Bring with it what it may.

It can bring with it nothing But He will bear us through: Who gives the lilies clothing Will clothe His people too:
Beneath the spreading heavens No creature but is fed; And He who feeds the ravens Will give His children bread.

Though vine nor fig tree neither Their wanted fruit should bear, Though all the fields should wither, Nor flocks nor herds be there:
Yet, God the same abiding, His praise shall tune my voice: For, while in Him confiding, I cannot but rejoice.
                                          --William Cowper, alt. From “A Quiet Heart,” Soundforth Singers
Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for him. Psalm 37:7



Saturday, February 18, 2012

”Our Constant Guide is He”

Our Constant Guide is He”
       It's been several days since the morning Psalm was 48 but the last verse of that Psalm keeps echoing in my mind in the words of the Psalter, “even on through death itself, our Constant Guide is He.” One of the greatest truths in our relationship with the Lord is that He leads and guides us and lives within us. “I will make my abode with you,” He promised. And “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”

       That last verse 14 reads like this: “For this God is our God for ever and ever: he will be our guide even unto death.” So why fear death? It is but the entry into eternal life and God Himself will take us there. One of the old versions in a footnote translates the Hebrew, “He will guide us beyond death.” And Psalm 68:20 reassures us, “Our God is the God of salvation; and unto God the Lord belong the issues from death.” So at death we are where we have always been, in God's hands.
 
       Most of you know that I'm writing a book about my wife's journey through life and on into eternal life through death so I'm re-reading some of the old e-mails from her last days and I find it encouraging—and I'm sure you will, too—to see that death was not something she dreaded but realized that it was God who was leading her through it, just as He had led her throughout her entire life. Here's what she wrote to the family as another CT Scan told us what we had already suspected, that cancer was spreading and intensifying its grip on her.

          On November 10, 2009—just two months before she died—Minnie wrote to the family the news of her latest CT scan and revealed her attitude both towards life and death:
"In January when we found the cancer had returned, the doctors all thought I would live only a short time. As you all remember, I went through radiation and low-dose chemo for 5 weeks. At the end nothing had changed so we were back to what we all have to do--live one day at a time and thank our Lord for it. Each morning I remind myself that this is the day the Lord has made, so I will rejoice and be glad in it. This July and August the tumor was growing, so we tried chemo again. I was very sick the whole time. Then from the end of August until September 18, I was in the hospital for the bowel bypass. Praise God, I was able to come home and have some very good days.

         "The last couple of weeks have been difficult with new problems, so yesterday we went to Edmonds to see Dr. Ward. I don't think either of us was surprised to learn that the cancer is growing and has spread. God has given us time for visits with each of you and to prepare our hearts. Now we just need to pray for extra grace for the days ahead. "Right now, emotionally, physically, and spiritually, I feel that I need time alone with Dad and the Lord. God has let us have wonderful visits with each of you, and I love everyone of you so very much." Love Mimi
Minnie was sorrowful to be separated (temporarily) from those she loved, but she did not fear the actual passage through death into life eternal because she knew the truth of this scripture that God “will guide us beyond death.”

         Some months before this time she wrote to her friend who was also suffering with cancer, “My Dear Friend, First of all, I did shed tears--both outwardly and in my heart--and it was not fear. Our emotions get the best of us at times and God does not despise our tears or see them as weakness or a lack of trust in Him. We can glorify him with our tears. It is the trust in our hearts and that is what He sees. I also want to glorify the Lord as long as He leaves me here on earth. I read the little book by John Piper, Don't Waste Your Cancer, and it has been my prayer that the Lord will use this for his glory. . . .

        “I tell everyone that I am going to be o.k.--whether if it is here or in Heaven. Only our Lord knows the date of our departure from this life--and when it comes, he will come for us and take us to forever be with Him.”

“Psalms 56:8 talks about our tears--and there is no criticism for tears. We are all different and react emotionally in different ways, so don't think that my lack of tears was something special. I just seldom weep unless I am alone.”

          “We both love you . . . so very much and we pray that the Lord will give you great peace and guide everyone that has a part in your care and recovery. Love and Prayers,
Minnie Psalm 56:8 KJV "Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book?"

       The separation brings us sorrow but there's no reason for fear. Has not Jesus said, “It is I. Be not afraid.”

         Most of you have either heard me say these things or read what I wrote, but perhaps someone needs to be reminded again that Jesus told us “Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” John 14:27 For my part I wrote at the same time that Minnie did:

This is by far the most traumatic event of my entire life, but God has given me time to grieve and to weep and now He is giving me His peace and assurance of seeing her again. For the months remaining [and it was only 2 months left] we live each day rejoicing in the Lord and taking pleasure in His gifts and sharing from the Word and preparing good food and laughing a bit and enjoying just being together. All those devotionals about how the Bible comforts us in the midst of our sorrow ("sorrowful but always rejoicing") I wrote for myself first and then shared them with you. 'In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul.' Psalm 94:19”http://billandminnieburnside.blogspot.com/search/label/Comfort
Sorrow and joy, peace and comfort from God. That's what you can anticipate as the day of your departure draws nearer. But you need not fear. That's an unnecessary burden.
“Yet I am always with you;
you hold me by my right hand.
You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will take me into glory.” Psalm 73:24 NIV

                                                                --Pastor Burnside





Wednesday, September 14, 2011

February 15, 2010
Safely into His Heavenly Kingdom"
"The Lord will rescue me from every evil deed and
bring me safely into his heavenly kingdom. To him be the glory forever and ever. Amen." 2 Timothy 4:18 ESV

Isn’t that a wonderful verse! What greater assurance do we need? Either from death or through death He will rescue us or deliver us and take us home to "the Father’s House," to His heavenly kingdom where we will dwell in perfect safety and joy and fellowship and pleasure throughout eternity. Minnie is there right now enjoying that fellowship with Jesus and with others, especially with her family.

John Calvin wrote, "True salvation [is] when the Lord–either by life
or by death–conducts us into His kingdom. And Paul, by ascribing to God this work of ‘preserving us to his kingdom,’ openly affirms that we are guided by His hand during the whole course of our life, till, having discharged the whole of our warfare, we obtain the victory." XXI, p. 271 Calvin, 2nd Epistle to Timothy
We will live in God’s heavenly kingdom in the future in our glorified bodies. ". . .

Whom He justified,
them He also glorified." Romans 8:30 "Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world." Matthew 25:34 "For so an entrance shall be ministered unto you abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ." 2 Peter 1:11

The Apostle Paul "sat alone in a dark, filthy prison, facing Nero's certain sentence of death. He was not bitter but, like his Lord, prayed for his persecutors." He wrote under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, "The time of my departure has come. . . . The Lord will deliver me from every evil deed, and will
bring me safely to His heavenly kingdom." 2
Timothy 4:6,18 Death was not something fearful to him. It was merely his "departure" and held no peril for him. Death was simply "the laying aside of his earthly dwelling." It was a move from his demanding and painful life on earth to the infinitely glorious life of peace and rest to come when he would forever be with the Lord.

 One of the old Bible scholars from years gone by, William Barclay, explained what the word "departure" meant in the Greek language: it is from analusis which has several meanings and gives at least four vivid pictures of how the apostle Paul viewed his last days on earth before going home to be with his Lord:
 1. It is the word for unyoking an animal from the shafts of the cart or the plough. Death to Paul was rest from toil. He would be glad to lay the burden down. . . .

2. It is the word for loosening bonds or fetters. Death for Paul was a liberation and a release. He was to exchange the confines of a Roman prison for the glorious liberty of the courts of heaven.

3. It is the word for loosening the ropes of a tent. For Paul it was time to strike camp again. Many a journey he had made across the roads of Asia Minor and of Europe. Now he was setting out on his last and his greatest journey: he was taking the road that led to God.

 4. It is the word for loosening the mooring ropes of a ship. Many a time Paul had sailed the Mediterranean, and had felt the ship leave the harbour for the deep waters. Now he is to launch out into the greatest deep of all; he is setting sail to cross the waters of death to arrive in the haven of eternity."

I should add just one word to that beautiful description, that which Jesus promised in John 14:3 "And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and
take you to be with me that you also may be where I am." That word "take" (paralambano) is very strong. It means that the omnipotent, omnipresent Son of God will Himself come for each one of us when His time has come and personally take us home to be with Him. What great comfort Minnie and I found in these great truths. She knew Jesus was coming for her personally. Only a few months before she died, Minnie wrote these words: "Some of us know we are dying sooner rather than later. Others die with no warning. I have had a lot of time to think about death and dying. I know that Jesus will come for me and take me to heaven where I will be reunited with family members who have gone before. . . ." (Minnie’s Journal, p. 170) And He did come for her–one month ago yesterday. And she is with Him now: "that you also may be where I am."

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Dying Slowly
        She knew what was happening. Three years of struggling with pancreatic cancer through surgery, chemo, and radiation had taken their toll. She wrote in her journal, "This is something that I had to face head on. We will all be faced with death as God did not create us to live on this earth forever. . . . Some of us know we are dying sooner rather than later. Others die with no warning. I have had a lot of time to think about death and dying. I know that Jesus will come for me and take me to heaven where I will be reunited with family members who have gone before. . . ."
        "Thinking of leaving those I love is painful, but I have to trust the Lord to be their comfort and to take care of them. It is wonderful that the Lord gave us memories so we can think back as promises that help us think ahead.  If we know the Lord Jesus, we will be together in Heaven."
         "I made a decision that I did not want a funeral mourning my death-but memorial services to celebrate my life and all the Lord has done for me. I know my loved ones will mourn, but I hope it will not be as the world mourns-but as people with confidence that their Mimi is in Heaven with the Lord."
          Facing death, Minnie had a tranquility of the soul, not dependent upon her doleful outward circumstances but on her inner strength from God. She told many people who came to talk to her that she had perfect peace within her heart. And she knew where that peace came from. She wrote, "May my family remember that my strength was from the Lord. . . . May the God of all comfort be our comfort. Let's be grateful for all the good years together."
          To the very end she wanted to comfort her family and reassure them that all was well. She wrote, "I hope my family will remember that I loved each one of them with all of my heart. . . . The oncologist was clear that medically, nothing else can be done. So I am where I have always been-in God's hands. . . ."
        Three things marked my wife's encounter with death: 1) looking to the Lord for strength and finding it there; 2) taking the perspective of eternity, confident that the promises of scripture were true. Two years ago I heard her pray, "Thank you, Lord, for 70 years of good health, strength, and energy. And 3) living life one day at a time, seeking the simple things in life she could be thankful for in spite of nausea, weakness and pain. There were times of respite and enjoyment and pleasurable conversation as her struggles brought us even closer together. She never stopped being thankful. One of the last things we heard her say was, "God has given me so much happiness!"
                                                                              -Minnie Burnside

Sunday, August 28, 2011

10. At Home Again, 1967-69


At Home Again  1967-69

          On the way home from Mexico we stopped at the Grand Canyon and other scenic places so the children could see some beautiful places in their own country.

          We brought Tippy and her puppies back home with us, of course, and our neighbors were delighted to see us return. Here is Maxine talking to Minnie and the children and admiring Tippy's puppies.

        The summer ended and the regular routine of life began once again. After breakfast the children each had their chores to do as well as getting ready to go to school. Here Jeannine and Lolly are putting together the lunches that their Mom had planned. Notice the children's pictures that Minnie had hung on the wall and the simple white curtains that were light and added to the pleasantness of the house.
 
          All six of the family went to school and had exciting stories to tell the family at supper time. They all did well and they all worked hard. Minnie really enjoyed the years at Long Beach City College. It was intellectually stimulating and she enjoyed the social contact, especially with other young mothers.

          No matter how busy she was, Minnie always managed to fix a pleasant evening meal and we all enjoyed the relaxed conversation around the dinner table. We usually had the family Bible reading and prayer right after supper and then did the dishes after that. The children played or read or did homework. We had television only on Friday evening and the week-end. Before going to bed we read together as a family. In 1967 we read “Oliver Twist,” “The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, “ Rock of Freedom: The Story of the Plymouth Colony, and “The Last Battle” by C.S. Lewis.
The children helped on Saturdays, too, of course. Here are Lolly and Billy painting the back yard fence—and it sure needed it!

        And we went to church and Sunday School every week and celebrated holidays when they came. December was marred by Billy needing to be hospitalized for asthma but his stay was short and he was soon better.

          And the children always loved the excitement of preparations for Christmas. Here they are decorating Christmas cookies the way they did every year. They were so accustomed to their Mom cooking and teaching them to bake and enjoy what they made.
         1967 was the Year of the Kilts in our family. I loved things Scottish and so did Minnie. So she made a kilt for herself and for both girls.

Argentina Summer 1968
        Summer of 1968 I had the opportunity to go to Argentina to teach illiterate Guarani Indians to read and write in Spanish. That meant Minnie would have the full responsibility of taking care of the house and the four children while I was gone, but she readily consented to that. It was a very unusual experience and all the family was very interested.

9. Sabbatical Leave in Mexico, 1967

9. Sabbatical Leave in Mexico, 1967
In 1964 the principal of the junior high school where I taught in Belmont Shore in Long Beach, California, asked me if I would like to continue my study of Spanish so that I could teach Spanish. They had a shortage of Spanish teachers then and he noticed that my undergraduate transcript included 15 semester hours of Spanish. The U.S. was in the “post-sputnik” era and it was clearly apparent that the U.S. was falling behind in math, science, and foreign languages. So the Congress passed the National Defense Education Act (NDEA) which was designed to train teachers in those three areas.

So I was given the opportunity to study with 60 other teachers “total immersion” Spanish at Pomona College in Claremont, California in the summer of 1964. All of the teaching except for two classes was conducted in Spanish and we were required to live in the dorm during the week but could go home on week-ends. Discussion at meal times and throughout the campus was to be only in Spanish. Our fluency improved a lot and we all learned a lot about linguistics and teaching methodology.

I drove from Lakewood to Claremont with the family on Sunday evenings and then Minnie drove back home with the children. And she came to get me on Friday evenings. I didn’t realize until many years later how difficult this was for her because she never complained. I’ve always driven so much that I never thought anything about it, but she hadn’t and she didn’t like driving and all the traffic made her uneasy. She told me many years later how hard it was for her to drive in the Los Angeles freeway traffic. But she did it anyway just because I needed her help. Of course when she and the children came to get me each Friday afternoon, she was relieved to turn the driving over to me and we all had a happy, animated conversation–and went somewhere special each Friday night. So I was oblivious as to how difficult those weeks were for Minnie.

I began teaching Spanish as well as English and the next summer (1965) we decided to spend three weeks in Saltillo, Mexico (in the mountains near Monterrey) at a language institute. That was an exciting experience for the whole family. We stayed in an apartment and ate our meals with a mother and daughter, both named Esperanza (which means “Hope” in Spanish). The daughter had a little boy Jon’s age named Juanito. The three boys played together and sometimes we went on picnics together.
Here the younger Esperanza had made a birthday cake for Minnie's 28th birthday.

We were assigned an “acompaňante” to help us as an interpreter and guide. Here the children are riding a burro on a “día del campo” (“a day in the country.”)

Jeannine and Billy are in front of the cathedral in Saltillo. Later our artist friend Chuck Wright painted this scene on a large canvas which we kept in our living room for several years.

The next summer (1966) I attended a second level (“overseas”) NDEA Institute in Puebla, Mexico. The 65 teachers in our group lived in the Hotel Colonial and took our meals there and used their facilities for classes. We were also assigned an “acompaňante” to accompany us as an interpreter as we each did a sociological study totally in Spanish. I chose to write on the evangelical churches in Puebla.

The experience was valuable for my teaching of Spanish and by this time the entire family had become very interested in Mexico so I was granted a sabbatical leave from my teaching duties in Long Beach in order to live in Mexico for the spring semester, 1967. Our children and also the junior high school students I taught got excited about the trip and decorated our Volkswagen bus.

That vehicle was not well-suited for the steep mountains of Mexico but it was very good for the children because I was able to turn the middle seat around and put a table beween the seats so that the children could all sit around the table and draw pictures or play games together. This picture is at a roadside park enroute to Texas on the way to Mexico. You'll notice that we're taking Tippy to Minnie's sister's home in El Dorado, Texas. We left her there and when we came home, she had puppies. You'll also notice the little Bible on the table. We had eaten breakfast in the VW bus while we were driving and when we stopped to rest and to give Tippy some water, Minnie read the daily Psalm to all of us. We always considered it an important part of our day to read the Psalms or some other scripture together. It was our spiritual food to go with our physical food.

It was a very long trip all the way to Puebla—80 miles east of Mexico City. Since I had spent the previous summer in Puebla, I was already acquainted with many places and some of the missionaries from Central American Mission and especially with Ed and Lois Oglesby, who had a mission called Ediciones Las Americas. They printed Sunday School materials and sent them all over Latin America. We became lifetime friends and stayed in contact—and we still are. Lois and Minnie corresponded often through the years. I even audited one of the Bible classes in the Central American Mission seminary there. And our children played with the Oglesby children. We often ate lunch at their house, too. And Ed and Lois helped us have a profitable visit in Puebla.

We rented an apartment in a middle class apartment house near some shops and a bakery and a little park. The children had brought their school work and needed to work on it regularly and they did. But the principal of their school thought that this experience of living in a foreign culture was more valuable than what they would have learned if they had stayed at home. And when they were tested when they returned, they all did very well.

I taught English part-time gratis at the University of Puebla. They let me interview many, many students and I selected the 22 students who knew enough English to hold a conversation with me. We met three times a week and, by common consent of the students, every Friday evening we had a little fiesta at different homes represented in the class—including our little apartment.

The children often attended school in the mornings just for the experience and they loved being there and making friends. They were not tested or graded but were just allowed to “be there.” It was a good cultural experience for them.

The children loved to go to the traditional market and we soon learned to buy fresh vegetables and fruits and lots of tortillas and bread. This market was in Puebla near our apartment.

This market was in San Luis Potosi in northern Mexico. Notice the
great variety of beans.

We also ate in inexpensive restaurants often. And everywhere there were many little parks called “plazas” or “zocalos.” The children learned quickly to drink only purified water.

And we went sight-seeing a lot. Sometimes we would take day trips. Other times we would stay overnight in a hotel. We all remember the trip to Oaxaca and all the colorful Indian dress we saw there. Near Oaxaca is the famous ancient pyramid Monte Alban which you see here. We also went to Teotihuacan, the Aztec ruins in Mexico City.

On one of our trips we went to the Isthmus of Tehuantapec, the narrowest part of Mexico and the children played on La Ventosa Beach. When we left, we hung their swimsuits out the van window and they dried in a very few miles.

There were no laundromats in Puebla in those days so Lois invited Minnie to do the weekly family washing at her house. Here is how she described Minnie 44 years later:“Energy personified--that was my description of Minnie. During her "wash day", she would also cook dinner for all 12 of us, bake yeast bread or make donuts, and sometimes tackle mending. With minimal help from us, "little Minnie" (otherwise known as Jeannine) managed the 7 younger children. Occasionally, I would comment to Minnie on her efficiency and she would minimize her abilities and claim she was faster only because she was tall and could reach everything without effort. She was taller than me but still…she was just a high-energy and efficient worker.” [E-mail letter from Lois Oglesby to William Burnside, February 25, 2011)
She was indeed. She knew she had a lot of ability and energy but it didn't make her proud because she knew where they came from! and gave glory and appreciation to God--and then used them so well! One of our favorite verses was 1 Corinthians. 4:7 “For who makes you to differ from another? and what do you have that you have not received? now if you have received it, why do you glory, as if you had not received it?”

The children made friends with a lot of the children in the neighborhood and the shop keepers. I remember a barbecue our whole family was invited to in a neighbor's house and another time Jeannine was invited to a birthday party. Here's a picture taken on that day. There was an older student who came downstairs a bit drunk one night with his guitar to teach me how to play the guitar. I was a totally inept pupil and he didn't succeed in even teaching the first part of lesson one. But he brought a white rabbit and the kids loved that. One of the games of the children in the apartment complex was to go up to the roof above the 5th floor and run and jump from apartment house to apartment house with a straight drop five stories down onto the pavement. And some of our kids would do the same. When Mom discovered what was happening, she immediately put an end to playing on the roof. One helpful part of her personality was that when she said, “No!” with a certain emphatic final tone, none of the children would ever challenge her. (And, yes, I did “back “ her on those rare times when she wanted or needed it.) Looking back on it, our children were exceptionally well-behaved on that whole trip which made a life-long impression on all of them.

One of the sweet friendships Minnie made was with a young beautician named Eloina. We went sight-seeing together and Eloina often was able to show us things we would not have seen without her help. She loved our children and was always very kind to Minnie. One day she came to our apartment to give Minnie a shampoo and cut her hair. But she did not speak English. When Eloina asked Minnie for some soap, “jabon,” Minnie went to the refrigerator to get the deli ham and make her a sandwich because she thought she was asking for “jamon” instead of “jabon.” We all had a good laugh over that one. Eloina decided to open her own beauty shop and she named it El Salon de Belleza Minie because she loved Minnie and thought she was very beautiful. After we returned home, Eloina corresponded with us in Spanish for awhile until she got married and then she wrote that her husband didn't want her to correspond any longer with Americans so we lost contact with her after that. Here is a picture of the bouffant hair style that Eloina did for Minnie.

The silver-mining mountain town of Taxco was one of the favorites for the children. They loved the things made out of silver and especially the pretty concha shells. They made friends quickly even for a brief visit on the way to Acapulco where we spent an entire week mostly on the beach. It was a quiet, peaceful time. The weather was perfect and we all enjoyed it immensely.

We had told Ed and Lois where we going and that I was taking only $100 U.S. Dollars with us and we would come back when that was used up. Ed laughed, “Well, we'll see you tomorrow then!” And when we were gone for an entire week, they began to get worried, but we were gone exactly one week and we spent exactly $100 U.S. Dollars.

We bought bread and rolls and cheese at the panaderia (bakery) and fruits at the traditional market and we found a clean simple place to stay on a hillside overlooking beautiful Acapulco harbor. It only cost $8. a night but after one night I realized the money wouldn't last at that rate so I asked the manager if he had anything “un poco mas barato”--a little cheaper. He took us down a flight of stone stairs and said there was no view from down there but it was clean and we could have it for $3. a night. So we took it as a place to sleep and bathe and we spent our days on the lovely beaches, as you can see from these pictures. Jon made friends with a European nun and two brothers and they covered him with sand and talked to him a lot. And here is a picture of Minnie building sandcastles with the children on the lovely beach at Acapulco.

On our last night in Acapulco I told the children that we were going out for dinner and they could buy anything they wanted from the menu. They had a great time making the choice and we all laughed over Billy's selection: turtle steak! I told him it would be tough, but he didn't care and he ate it with great relish, laughing all along. I sampled it and it took several minutes just to chew the one bite, but he remembers that evening to this day. It's a wonderful thing to do: buy the memories and forget them not.

We avoided going into Mexico City because it is so massive and sprawling in all directions and it took so long to get around. But we did go there and it was rewarding. We went to the Museo de Antropologia (Anthropology) which was worth the trip into the city and we also went to the great Aztec pyramid of Teotihuacan and climbed to the highest point they allowed. Here is a beautiful picture of Minnie at the University of Mexico in the suit she made to have on this trip.